February 2009
1 post
Sometimes no matter what you do things will never change people will never change things always end up the same day after day
October 2008
3 posts
10-28-2008
So I have been doing allot of thinking here lately and I think that I am finally starting to see things clearly now, well at least MORE clearly then I was before. Certain things seem to be falling into place and I feel better about things, and myself. Now all that I need to do is buckle down and get stuff done, which with some hard work and prayer I will be able to do. Thank you God, for...
Saved by Grace
I raise my left hand I sing out to thee, Oh Lord, my God please do not forsake me in these times of hardship. Hold my hand even tighter, give me strength and courage like never before be my light in all of this darkness and let me not be afraid. Wipe every tear from my swollen eyes, comfort me, and I will tell of how you saved me from hell. I will scream to the world of your everlasting,...
When will it be my turn?
September 2008
4 posts
The same light.
I’m so scared of what is to come. I can feel myself growing closer to you and as much as I want to stop it, I just can’t. And it is so hard on me. It weights me down, because I know that you don’t feel the way I feel. And it pains me to hear you say things about other girls. Because I know that, I can’t measure up to how beautiful they are. Insecurities, I’m filled with them; they eat away at me....
July 2008
1 post
Jeremy Stephen Powers 3.5.88-6.29.08
It is so amazing how fast your world can be turned upside down. How losing one person that you never even considered losing before can be gone in a flash. And how losing that person can change you forever.
Jeremy baby, you meant the world to me. You were one of very few TRUE friends that I have and I only wish that I had the chance to tell you that to your face. I miss you pushing my leg down...
June 2008
2 posts
Sweet, Bitter
The scent on your sweat shirt is slowly fading along with the taste on your lips. In the beginning of all of this they were sweet; like no one else’s have ever been. Now I fear that the taste your lips leave upon mine is a bitter one, a harsh one. None the less it’s still the taste that I crave. Your hips are still the ones, the only ones, that I want to feel on mine. And even though I’m sure this...
"In the night, in the dark"
In the night, in the dark I can hear my thoughts. Oh how I hate the silence, for it gives me room to breathe. And I, I would rather suffocate.
May 2008
5 posts
Is true love once in a lifetime? Did the captain of the Titanic Cry? Someday we’ll know If love can move a mountain Someday we’ll know Why the sky is blue Someday we’ll know Why I wasn’t meant for you Does anybody know the way to Atlantis? Or what the wind says when she cries? And I’m speeding by the place where I met you For the 97th time tonight Someday...
I’m so glad that I have found out who my REAL friends are…even though it was only like 3 of them but oh well because I’m better off without the ones who AREN’T. It has been hard though to give up those friends because I love them so much still even though they weren’t here for me when I needed them, I guess I’m not as much of a hardass as I thought I was. I know...
April 2008
11 posts
“We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey.”
– Kenji Miyazawa
"I want that"
I want that. I want to be held close. I want to be cared for. I’m so tired. I’m so tired of being lonely. I’m so tired of being used. I’m so sick. I’m so sick of sleeping alone. I’m so sick of waiting for a prince who doesn’t exist.
“Avalon of what is to come"
I remember the day we met standing there in the hall. An introduction was made names were exchanged, numbers soon followed. And I believe cupids the one to blame for the events that came after. The talk on the beach as the sky was laced with stars. Your second wish, our first kiss. Were you as nervous as I? Talking over coffee. A pearl jam t-shirt, so sweet. But now you say “I’m leaving soon”...
“I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength, that He considered me...”
– 1 Timothy 1:12
“Reach down your hand in your pocket and pull out some hope for me.”
– Rob Thomas of Matchbox Twenty from the song “Long Day”
Just drive.
Just drive and whatever you do do not look back. For that is when all the “what ifs” run rampant through your mind. Just drive and try not to cry. Don’t shed one single tear. For this is what God wants this is His will; and it shall be done.
“This is the third time this week I’ve had to scrape you off of something.”
– Mr. Crabs to SpongBob. I love that show. (via teajams)
"Sushi Kisses"
Swinging in the park. Walking hand in hand. Smiling nonstop. So nervous yet, so calm and comfortable. Good listener. Great friend. Better lover. Oh beautiful eyes please don’t look at me again, for I may fall even harder. Deep conversation. Cigarette smoke. Moonlight. One more good-bye kiss before you drive off into the night.
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